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Referring to my last post I decided to make a bit of a compromise. When two sides won't budge on their decision one has to find middle ground that won't kill either of them.


So, i picked secret option three. After thinking about everything for a long time I decided to let them pay for school. WHAT?!

But only so I won't lose my insurance. If they want me to keep it then it's okay I'll take classes at the local community college. No sweat, I'm still getting an education of some kind and I don't lose my insurance.

But I refuse to let them pay for one cent for the university. I want to go to a school of MY choice. I refuse to pick a school just because it's the cheepest and they 'have to pay for it'.

I'm also tired of my dad threatening to take away the one thing that has any value in my pathetic life, my education. It's not like I have much else at this age.

It's a sink or swim situation, and I'm hoping I picked the right choice.

On a darker note, I've been going through some tough stuff lately. My mom had to go to the hospital two nights ago and the doctors couldn't find out what was wrong with her. That upsets me greatly. She had lost control of her body and was sluggish, she was dizzy and couldn't see straight. I was so scared for her but as usual I can't show it. My sister and brother are crying their eyes out and I have to stay strong for them. I made them laugh and told them everything was okay, we played games and moved around the furniture in my room so they could sleep in my room for the night. I also took care of my one year old sister. I was so exhausted the next day, thanksgiving day. I had slept for less than a hour as I waited for phone calls. I got up and woke up my sister, once again I somehow managed to work up the strength to keep going. I made her laugh and we joked around and danced as we made the turkey in place of my mother. My thanksgiving weekend was horrible.

Thankfully she's okay now though, even though no one still knows what's wrong.



Eh..............just gotta roll with the punches I guess.